I had no idea how long I cried, nor had I any idea how long I nested in that embrace. I felt as though I could stayed there forever.
A pair of hands plummeted upon my head. My head was screaming of pain and anger, my heart was screaming of torture. When will all these ever end... My only wish was to lead a peaceful life all over again.
"Give me some peace please..." I begged, with the volume no higher than a whisper.
"I'm sorry Lynn... but I have to let you go for now."
It took me awhile to make out the owner of the voice. Benji? It can't be, he loved me so...
I summoned all my gallantry and lifted my head. It felt as though an enormous hammer whacked against my friable head. I felt as though I was in hell, burning up agonizingly.
"I'm so sorry..." His voice trailed away as he dropped me out of his embrace, leaving me on the ground.
It was the first time I actually realized I was still alive. Albeit also the first time I did not wish to be alive. I buried my face into my palm.
I heard footsteps coming near me.
I did not want anyone to touch me no more... The person sat next to me for very long. I didn't realize how late it was, and eventually fell against the person. I guess I was too worn out and really needed rest.
I wished I was really dead and burning in hell, because it will never be as excruciating as this...
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